It may be time that this blog regains its former great and terrible purpose: serving as a chalkboard for the thoughts of my head as I sort through them and attempt to find solace and consolation.
Having been through the struggle before, I know such is possible. I know the source.
And unlike before, the lack of hope that previously reigned need not come again.
However, I come with more baggage this time. A family to support and to ensure stays cared for. At the moment, I may be limited it what I can do beyond the things that are most obvious: keep a job and an income.
Last time I couldn’t work and establish a foundation for the future at the same time.
This time I will try. I may not succeed. But I will try.